The Journey of Surrender: Celebrating 10 Years of Sobriety ... All Glory to God
As I sit down to reflect on the past decade of my life, I am filled with gratitude and awe at the transformative power of faith. Ten years ago, I found myself trapped in a cycle of addiction, desperately seeking solace in substances that only led to deeper despair. Today, I stand before you, not just as a survivor, but as a testament to the incredible journey of surrendering to God and seeking His presence in every moment. This is a story of hope, deliverance, and the unwavering belief that when we seek Him, we find freedom.
The Beginning of the Journey
My journey to sobriety began with a simple yet profound realization: I could no longer fight this battle alone. I had tried countless times to overcome my addiction through sheer willpower, but each attempt ended in failure. It was during one of my lowest moments that I turned to God, crying out for help. In that moment of desperation, I felt a flicker of hope—a whisper in my heart that said, “You are not alone.”
The Bible tells us in Jeremiah 29:13, “You will seek me and find me when you seek me with all your heart.” This verse became my anchor. I realized that my journey to sobriety was not just about quitting substances; it was about seeking a deeper relationship with God. I began to understand that true deliverance comes not from our own strength, but from surrendering our struggles to Him.
Seeking Him Daily
The path to sobriety is not a straight line; it is filled with twists and turns, moments of clarity, and times of doubt. However, I learned that the key to staying on this path was to seek God daily. Each morning, I would wake up and dedicate my day to Him. I would pray for strength, guidance, and the desire to stay sober. I immersed myself in Scripture, allowing His Word to fill my mind and heart.
Psalm 119:105 says, “Your word is a lamp for my feet, a light on my path.” In those early days, I clung to this promise. I found comfort in the stories of others who had faced adversity and emerged victorious through faith. I learned about the power of prayer and the importance of surrounding myself with a community of believers who could support me in my journey.
The Power of Surrender
As I continued to seek God, I began to understand the true meaning of surrender. It was not about giving up; it was about letting go of my need to control every aspect of my life. I realized that my addiction had been a way of trying to fill a void that only God could fill. In surrendering my struggles to Him, I found a sense of peace that I had never known before.
In Philippians 4:6-7, we are reminded, “Do not be anxious about anything, but in every situation, by prayer and petition, with thanksgiving, present your requests to God. And the peace of God, which transcends all understanding, will guard your hearts and your minds in Christ Jesus.” This became my mantra. I learned to bring my fears, doubts, and cravings to God, trusting that He would provide the strength I needed to overcome them.
The Role of Community
One of the most significant aspects of my journey has been the role of community. I found a support group of individuals who were also seeking sobriety through faith. Together, we shared our struggles, celebrated our victories, and prayed for one another. In Ecclesiastes 4:9-10, we are reminded that “Two are better than one, because they have a good return for their labor: If either of them falls down, one can help the other up.” This truth became evident in my life as I leaned on my brothers and sisters in Christ for support.
I am also incredibly appreciative of everyone who played a role in my journey—rehab facilitators, techs, nurses, and most importantly, the countless prayers lifted on my behalf. Each person contributed to my healing and growth in ways I may never fully understand. God is still working on delivering me in other areas of my life, reminding me that we are never perfect. Embracing the idea of "progress over perfection" has taken a load off my shoulders, allowing me to take that first baby step, then another, and another. Before I knew it, I was climbing mountains and soaring on eagle's wings.
The Manifestation of Deliverance
As I reflect on the past ten years, I am in awe of how God has manifested His deliverance in my life. There were moments when I felt tempted to return to old habits, but each time, I turned to prayer and sought His presence. I learned to recognize the lies of the enemy that whispered, “You’ll never be free,” and instead, I chose to believe the truth of God’s Word.
In Isaiah 61:1, we read, “The Spirit of the Sovereign Lord is on me, because the Lord has anointed me to proclaim good news to the poor. He has sent me to bind up the brokenhearted, to proclaim freedom for the captives and release from darkness for the prisoners.” This verse became a declaration of my faith. I believed that God had the power to bind up my brokenness and set me free from the chains of addiction.
A Life of Gratitude
As I celebrate this milestone, I am filled with gratitude for the journey that has brought me here. Sobriety is not just about abstaining from substances; it is about embracing a new way of life. I have learned to find joy in the simple things—a sunrise, a kind word, a moment of laughter. I have discovered a purpose in sharing my story with others who may be struggling, offering hope and encouragement that deliverance is possible.
In 1 Thessalonians 5:16-18, we are instructed, “Rejoice always, pray continually, give thanks in all circumstances; for this is God’s will for you in Christ Jesus.” This has become my daily practice. I strive to rejoice in every moment, to pray without ceasing, and to give thanks for the gift of sobriety and the relationship I have with God.
Moving Forward in Faith
As I look to the future, I am filled with hope and anticipation. I know that the journey of faith is ongoing, and I am committed to continuing to seek God with all my heart. I understand that there may be challenges ahead, but I am confident that with God by my side, I can face anything that comes my way.
In Romans 12:2, we are encouraged, “Do not conform to the pattern of this world, but be transformed by the renewing of your mind.” This transformation is a lifelong process, and I am committed to allowing God to renew my mind and heart each day. I will continue to seek Him, to surrender my struggles, and to trust in His perfect plan for my life.
As I celebrate ten years of sobriety, I am reminded that this journey is not just about me; it is about the incredible grace of God and the power of faith. I encourage anyone who is struggling with addiction or any form of bondage to seek Him with all your heart. Remember that deliverance is possible, and you do not have to fight this battle alone. Surrender your struggles to God, seek Him daily, and trust in His promise to bring healing and freedom.
Let us rejoice together in the goodness of God and the hope that He offers. May we continue to seek Him, knowing that in our surrender, we find true deliverance and a life filled with purpose and joy. Here’s to the next chapter of this incredible journey, one that is rooted in faith, hope, and the unwavering love of our Savior.
